Alan Walker Style x Sia - I Still Set Two Alarms (Official Music Video)

Alan Walker Style x Sia - I Still Set Two Alarms (Official Music Video) ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ A song about the part of you that hasn't been told yet. Six forty is his. Seven ten is hers. He left for work earlier, so she set it years ago in a kitchen in 2021, and it is still in there, and it still goes off every single morning. So she wakes up at twenty to seven for a man who lives in another postcode, lies in the dark for half an hour, and then gets up at ten past seven for herself. It's been eight months and about two hundred and forty mornings. And she knows exactly how to turn it off. She isn't helpless. It's the clock app, it's the second one down, it's four taps. The reason she hasn't is that setting it was never a decision — it just happened, in a kitchen, years ago — and turning it off is one, and she keeps not making it today. It isn't only the alarm. The whole flat is still running his timetable. Two mugs come out on the counter every night and she does it without looking. There's a side of the bed she doesn't use, which is mad, because there is nobody in it — she is sleeping on about a third of a bed in a flat with one person in it. She bought the wrong amount of food until roughly July and the bin bags were going out on his night until September. Because a body doesn't get the memo. A body is extremely slow. It takes the news about eleven months later than the rest of you. She's started waking at six thirty-eight now. Before it. Which means her body has learned the shape of a thing it doesn't need, and that isn't grief, that's just maintenance of a man who's gone. And she thinks the real reason she can't do the four taps is this: six forty is the last functioning piece of machinery in her life with his name on it. Not a photograph, not a hoodie, not a date in March — something that still runs, every day, on his behalf. Turn it off and the flat is just her flat, and nothing in the building is expecting him at all. It's four taps. It's four taps. I've had eight months and I've got four taps left in me. 🎹 Listen to the two alarm tones underneath. They're a semitone apart and the second one is always a beat late — and they only agree in the very last bar. Tags (Ignore) : i still set two alarms, his alarm is still on my phone, two mugs, his side of the bed, breakup habits, the body hasnt caught up, waking up for someone who left, routines after a breakup, small things after a breakup, i cant delete it, eight months later, living alone after six years, quiet grief, Sia - Breathe Me, Sia - Bird Set Free, Sia - Chandelier, Alan Walker - Faded, Alan Walker - Lily, Alan Walker - Alone, alan walker style, sia style, melodic edm, emotional edm, cinematic edm, female vocal edm, edm playlist. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ #istillsettwoalarms #twomugs #fourtaps #alanwalker #sia #MelodicEDM