i don't get my own videos anymore

i don't get my own videos anymore... just turning the camera on with no title, no plan. scripting feels wrong right now so i'm back to rambling. i've been dealing with stutter flare-ups, feeling nervous to post, and having no direction for the first time. so i made an agreement with myself - whatever i feel stays on camera. if you're a small youtuber trying to figure out how to make youtube videos without overthinking, or going through youtube burnout, this one's for you gang. like, comment, subscribe - the holy trinity. peace.