Apart (of Me)

Hey Are you still there? Can you hear me when I call your name? Life Not even kind of fair But I believe that people make the change And I don't know if I'll ever be ready All I know is that I'm willing to dive Rocky roads, or smooth sailing But is now the time to give it a try? There's a part of me that knows that this will never be There's a part of me that's okay with letting go There's a part of me that feels I could be all you'd ever need And there's a part of me that's afraid to let you know Hey I'm sorry I rushed you Always seem to get ahead of myself Heart And mind feel so broken I've been through that same kind of hell I understand why you don't feel ready Shallow water, but afraid to take a leap At least you'd know, you'd always have me But I'm already in too deep There's a part of me that knows that this will never be There's a part of me that's okay with letting go There's a part of me that feels I could be all you'd ever need And there's a part of me that's afraid to let you know There's a part of me that wishes this was at a better time There's a part of me that thinks we could make that dive There's a part of me that wonders if I'll ever really know Why there's a part of me that always has such trouble letting go There's a part of me that never will let go