Here is a part of my life that mostly people don't know about | a girl from Pakistan

This is me speaking for all the girls in Pakistan, who struggle and lose themselves. i was on this panel discussion where i talked about the film i made in 2021 just because i was going through a hard time in life and it was so much connected to my past, i felt so much but didn't know how to process or express and then i made this film, i was on quarantine and it was just me and my camera for days and days. i wonder how long does the storm in me took to clam down. Yet it still comes back sometimes, and i am still a work in progress. I will never forget this day when i felt like i talked for the child in me for the first time. i have always been very nervous about talking about the struggles i faced growing up, but guess what i am slowly learning it. i know it will take me some time, but life has taught me so much patience and i know exactly what patience and hard work means, i am not giving up on me in any way anymore, the child in me will always live and i will make sure she feels seen and heard and i will make sure she is loud. My journey has just begun, i feel scared, anxious, weak and sometimes very lonely and i am grateful i am able to see that is the part of the journey. I ain’t giving up on anything i want or desire because i deserve it and also we are magic and we can manifest anything we desire, by putting our energy into things that matter to us, so why not. It isn’t easy and we are gonna do it all over again and again if it requires that, but , like easy won’t be fun right so why not accept that it will be hard and still do it. I am not stopping—hope you aren’t either. i will make sure that the girls who will comes after me, will feel safe, protected, seen, heard in their homes, which is very rare in typical families in Pakistan. I will never give up on any women who is in my life till the day i die, i have hope and faith that things will change and we are part of it. I am always finding a way to help the women who are already in my life and there are days when i can't and remember this one person telling me that "Muniza, look at how far you have made it and if you thing in a long term, you are already changing the lives of many girls who will come after you, they already look up to you and will desire to be like you and some of them will follow their dreams like you have showed them already, you have already showed them being a girl is not weak, you have showed the girls who are afraid to leave home alone to go to a shop that not even the boundaries of country can hold you, you have already broken the rules for them and all they have got to do is follow the path ", this person juts found a way to tell me that don't be discouraged or sad when you are unable to help today, yeah life is happening today for many but more lives will happen in the future, do think how you are already changing the lives of the future women in your society. Let’s fill this world with love and positivity, let’s be the ones who spread light, protect our hearts, and lift each other up. 💖 don't forget to subscribe and support this small journey of mine ✨ Follow me for more! ⬇️ 📌 Facebook: / a.grow.up.diary 📌 Instagram:   / _i.purple.w.  . 📌 Threads: https://www.threads.com/@_i.purple.wh... 📌 TikTok (my absolute favorite! 💃):   / muniza.hashim.  . Let’s let everything happen, that's when the magic happen! ✨💜