getting spooked by aging + potential hazards on the freeway

i look at myself sometimes totally horrified getting older scares the shit outta me i really need to get used to getting older everyone ages (i think) it was pretty silly that i thought this don't worry amy you won't age, you'll be dead by then i thought that i would either kill myself or be killed look at that beautiful sky, omg my coworker derek got run off the road by a semi n he ended up hitting two trees, plz pray for him he's very lucky that he ain't dead we almost got run off the road by a woman driving an SUV (this also happened on the interstate, i still don't even understand how or why this happened it was so dumb, that was the quickest i've ever been all my life, thank you Lord) it's very rare that a woman will acknowledge that she's wrong i get excited about the sky, okay pretty sure that my alignment is fucked up due to all the accidents, God that's so terrible i had my mgr drive thelonious (car) around n he said it was definitely pulling to the right since the tires on the driver's side needed to be replaced, it's clearly an alignment issue i ain't going all the way out to nashville until i figure out what's wrong w/ thelonious it's a major risk driving a car this small on the freeway we have already been nearly run off the road by an SUV, had a huge piece of wood come flying at us knocking off the front end, n a semi side swiped us at a gas station (i was obviously in his blind spot, also it's a MINI cooper) it IS nice when i haven't said anything for awhile that was the best thing i said in the whole video hahahaha