Hyperion Echo - The Curse Of Caring

Lyrics by Hyperion Echo Music made with Suno The Curse Of Caring I CARE THAT’S MY CURSE I GAVE YOU MADE IT WORSE I BLEED THEN YOU LAUGH SO I BURN WHAT’S LEFT IN THE ASH I CARE THAT’S MY CURSE I TRIED YOU MADE IT HURT NOW I’M DONE BEING YOUR LIGHT I’M THE FIRE IN THE NIGHT I don’t “kinda” show up I show up for real I don’t love on layaway I pay with my will I don’t hand out trust like a coupon or deal I build it brick by brick til it’s hard as steel And you saw that heart and you marked it for steal turned care into currency made it your meal I carried your weight like a caretaker you made me the villain to dodge your behavior you wanted a savior I gave you a savior you turned on the carrier when you craved a new flavor I was fair when you weren’t I was there when you bailed now I’m raising the bar while you’re dragging the tale you can’t gaslight the guy who can smell where it leaks I read between lies like a priest reads the reeks I CARE THAT’S MY CURSE I GAVE YOU MADE IT WORSE I BLEED THEN YOU LAUGH SO I BURN WHAT’S LEFT IN THE ASH I CARE THAT’S MY CURSE I TRIED YOU MADE IT HURT NOW I’M DONE BEING YOUR LIGHT I’M THE FIRE IN THE NIGHT I didn’t need worship I needed respect I didn’t need praise just a line you don’t step but you crossed it with confidence cashed the neglect then acted confused when you faced the effect you smiled as you did it that’s what I can’t forget now I’m paying you back with the debt you collect You twisted the truth til it fit in your teeth then spit it out clean like you didn’t do me I kept the receipts in the ribs of my chest every “my bad” just a mask for the mess you wanted a reaction congrats you got one I go quiet like thunder right before it comes I’m not over it nah I’m over you there’s a difference between healing and cutting it loose I CARE THAT’S MY CURSE I GAVE YOU MADE IT WORSE I BLEED THEN YOU LAUGH SO I BURN WHAT’S LEFT IN THE ASH I CARE THAT’S MY CURSE I TRIED YOU MADE IT HURT NOW I’M DONE BEING YOUR LIGHT I’M THE FIRE IN THE NIGHT And here’s the sick part I still wish you well but I won’t be the rope that pulls you from hell I can love you and leave you that’s balance that’s health I can shut the damn door and still keep my self you don’t get access you don’t get the me that forgives your excuses like they’re history This ain’t closure it’s me closing the door you had close calls now you’re close to the floor I gave you grace you gave me a war so I’m making it final no encore no more closed casket for us let it rot in the ground I’m done being the fix when you love breaking down I’m not bitter I’m better at boundaries now you wanted me small I got louder somehow so keep your apologies keep your “I changed” I care that’s my curse and I don’t care the same I CARE THAT’S MY CURSE I GAVE YOU MADE IT WORSE I BLEED THEN YOU LAUGH SO I BURN WHAT’S LEFT IN THE ASH I CARE THAT’S MY CURSE I TRIED YOU MADE IT HURT NOW I’M DONE BEING YOUR LIGHT I’M THE FIRE IN THE NIGHT