🎤 CHAOS ~ Original Lyrics by Travis R. Crouch

🎤 CHAOS ~ Original Lyrics by Travis R. Crouch Music and Vocals produced with SUNO Ai (2026) Shut up... It's my turn to talk I learned to read the room before I walked inside Learned which parts to show and which ones to hide Changed my colours just to fit their view Lost a little more of me with every me I grew I became the person they needed me to be A reflection of the people I wanted to see I kept changing shapes just to fit their frame All I wanted was to be the same I've spent so long fighting all the doubt That I forgot who I was keeping down But every wall I built, every door I closed Just gave the storm inside me more fuel to explode The more I tried to silence it The louder it became I am chaos I am the storm I am the fire They said was wrong I spent my whole life Trying to change To fit their picture To play their game But the voice I was fighting Was begging to be free There is a storm inside me And the chaos is me I know what you've been thinking, we both know where this goes We've been here before, we've carried this load I taught you the rules, I taught you the game How to read every room, how to hide all the pain I showed you the faces they wanted to see I buried the parts that made you "too much" to be You call it a cage, I call it control I kept you together, I protected your soul You think being different is setting you free? You think they will love what they never could see? I kept you accepted, I kept you alive I gave you the armour that helped you survive You think you can just walk away from everything I gave? The armour I built, the choices I made? I was there when nobody else would stay I was the voice that kept you alive Every scar I carry was carried for you... And the only thing I ever wanted was to protect you I know you were trying to save me I know you were scared we'd fall But you can't spend our whole life hiding From the storm inside us all You taught me to survive When surviving was enough You carried all the weight When I was falling apart You gave me what I needed For the man I was back then But I'm not that frightened boy Who keeps starting over again You don't have to fight for me You don't have to stand alone The voice that you've protected... Has finally found his own I've spent my whole life running from the storm Trying to be somebody I wasn't born to be I was afraid of the thunder I was afraid of me But the thing I was running from Was the only thing that could set me free Now I'm running to it Mind wide open Let the lightning find me I AM CHAOS I AM THE STORM I AM THE FIRE THEY SAID WAS WRONG I spent my whole life Trying to change To fit their picture To play their game But the voice I was fighting Was begging to be free There is a storm inside me And the chaos is me I am chaos...(I am chaos) And the chaos is me... I am chaos...(I am chaos) And the chaos is me... I AM CHAOS...(I AM CHAOS) And the chaos is me... I AM CHAOS...(I AM CHAOS) AND THE CHAOS IS ME... I AM CHAOS...(I AM CHAOS) AND THE CHAOS IS ME... I AM CHAOS...(I AM CHAOS) AND THE CHAOS IS ME!!! I hear you...But now it's my time. #aussie #australia #newmusic #fyp #mentalhealth #sunoai #rock #songwriter #chaos #youtube