どうせ死ぬ - 甘い暴力 (歌詞) / Douse shinu - Amai Bouryoku (English Sub)

Alright, everyone, since we’ll die anyways—! The sun sets, then rises yet again as it shines mercilessly You usually realize the important things only after you’ve lost them So the hope of today will fade into despair tomorrow And the sun will relentlessly shine on our decaying state I’ve piled up so many regrets, to the point I feel no emotion in them anymore I could die at anytime, and it didn’t matter to me, I kept thinking as such I couldn’t open up my heart to others in fear of betrayal Whilst the feeling of reality within myself slowly became distorted The precautionary lines I had put up shaped me into the me in front of me today I asked for nothing in return, but still, there was no end to it But even then, if I were to quit my wish right here and now— I’ll die anyways Be born only once, die only once It doesn’t matter regardless, because we’ll all die anyways Crowded with my accumulated regrets, I kept running away from living To friends, to family, and to you, listening to this song How many more times will we be able to meet? If there is an inevitable end, then tell me, Please tell me why people try to live on…! Satisfaction and dissatisfaction often go directly hand in hand There’s children who can’t be happy even when surrounded by unending love My existence and the place of my heart, I left it all to someone else And ended up hating myself, drowning within a sea of complexes It gets easier once you look down I looked around, and grew anxious Before I knew it, I was jealous of others happiness And I killed them off, my countless futures My sadness, and your sadness There’s no comparing which is more painful I don’t want to cherish objects that hold their value in their beauty, I just want to cherish what you have given me Why is it so difficult to be honest and show weakness? I’m really scared I won’t be able to reach my destination anymore Everyone, no matter who you ask, is scared No matter what you take away or what you give, Whether you rise to the top or give up, Or whether you win or lose, The end will come But even then, don’t just imagine the end In such a world where everything is quantified, your likes and value can never end up proportional I never once thought that my tears could make me a stronger person Even then, I know the beauty of shedding them So since you’re going to die anyway, die a proper death! Be born only once, die only once It doesn’t matter regardless, because we’ll all die anyways Crowded with my accumulated regrets, I kept running away from living To friends, to family, and to you, listening to this song How many more times will we be able to meet? If there is an inevitable end, then in that case, I guess it can’t end here, not yet! If love can so quickly turn into hatred, perhaps despair and hope are closer than I had imagined Maybe what’s at hand right now has no true value A dead father, and that child who wanted to live What matters here is what you and I will be thinking at the moment of our death That’s enough, I don’t want to kill the future anymore Regardless, there’s countless things that won’t pay off anyways, So just live, live, stay alive It’s okay, since we’ll die anyways.