1800

i am so so so so so happy with this rn i first hit diamond 3 as a fluke in season 10. i only stayed there for one game. i was much, much worse at the game then. and then after that last season i spent the whole thing unable to get back to 1800, and it left me feeling extremely unconfident in myself and like a complete failure. thats what makes this so much more rewarding to me now. i hope i can stick around this elo and climb some more, since i think i actually am good enough to maybe deserve to be here now, especially since its so early in the season lol only phase 2. netherite is a stretch goal that im not confident in being able to hit, but its looking a little more in reach now. hopefully this part of the description doesnt backfire on me though that would just make me feel like shit lol. this run itself is. okay. i played the bastion horribly and you can tell im tweaking and nervous out of my mind the whole time lol. but overall. not bad. stapl3r died in the overworld but i didnt lose any time to them across the seed so thats cool. still entered end on sub 10 pace which would have been a nice time for such an important milestone for me but. unfortunately the nerves got to me and i choke it. good thing damageless oneshot is a thing though i almost choked that too lmaooo had to hit the boat clutch cuz i missed the jump and got launched. thanks for reading if u got this far 💜