it’s been a moody time: adventures in emotional regulation

i've been sunken in / emotionally dysregulated / hysterical / sensitive / unstable. Go to my sponsor https://trykeen.com/katherout to get a 10 minute reading for just $1.99, that’s up to $99 in savings! in publishing my life in this way i have so much of a semblance of how often i've said these things to the camera and it's getting exhausting. i've made 380-odd videos and how many of them have i shown up in this same state? and yet here i am again. watching myself hit a familiar spot once more. still trying to cope thru it !!!! i can film all i want but i will never be a fictional protagonist completing the hero's journey i am simply katherine struggling with my own neuroplasticity. 🎈 join my patreon:   / katherout   🎙️ podcast:    / @revelatoriumpod   🌞 tiktok:   / katherout   ⚡️instagram:   / katherout   🥝 spotify: https://open.spotify.com/user/1225150... 🌀 twitter:   / katherout​   🔮 ask me: https://kather0ut.tumblr.com/ask Get $20 off your first Getaround trip: https://www.getaround.com/invite/6103... Get $50 of Gigcar credit: https://gigcarshare.app.link/F8QcobNvJvb Time Stamps 0:00 - pathologizing the self to cope 2:00 - advice to moody kath 5:00 - reversing my misfortunes 6:27 - the double edged sword of being sensitive 7:46 - seeking psychic help 9:49 - the plot of my life is thinning out 11:30 - seeking socialization to cope yet AGAIN! she/her. BUSINESS INQUIRIES: katherout@gmail.com