Is this a crash out? | I don't know what I'm doing | OCD am I a narcissist? Life is hard

Is this sort of a crash out though? I started vlogging but ended up just talking to the camera about how i'm bummed out. I should probably not put a camera up and talk when i'm feeling unwell but i've gone and done it now. I did also sort of vlog a nice Saturday so I'll upload that to balance this out.